change is change.

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what i feel tonight:

So I learned tonight what
1:51 am meant.
It means slack breasted
bed-emptiness.
Here in this heated
un-argued state of
old tears.

You are the
"green means go"
in our situation
and you told me
you liked it.
the going.


These blinds don't
yet know what
morning looks like.

Tell them to breathe.

We've learned
that life's never
"without."


Our hearts.
It's enough. To have
our hearts this time.
Bedtime can't be
so bad as kissing
without reason.

Legs rattle against the
struggle of
"ah dun wanna baby baby
don't let go so wonderfully hard."

I guess we can forget
what close
means to the puzzle.

I wish I could paint
my wall your color.
haha baby don't let go
so wonderfully hard.




school soon.
JD, thank you for the confidence in my writing.
you are ah-lovely. : )

i love love love love.
but still get crabby.
haha i wonder how i can avoid it.
toast perhaps.

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please talk. please laugh.